Three weeks later...

So... It's been a while. My bad.

I am going to warn you here and now that this is going to be a long post. Don't read it if you don't wanna. It will be filled with stories of tragic ski accidents, some of Spain's most beautiful cities and whatever else I can remember from the past few weeks. Twil be EPIC. But if you're not into that kind of thing, feel free to read no further.

Warning number 2: I thought my camera was broken. It wasn't. But I didn't know that before 8 minutes ago. Therefore I have very few pictures of the past few weeks. But worry not! I have friends with facebooks. Imma just go ahead and borrow some of their pics. Ahem. They don't need to know.

So the last things I told you about were El Escorial, Toledo and Firur. Great. We have roughly 10209u313c5 more things to cover.

Three weeks ago, my friends in the program went to Granada! Cool, right?! Well you will be hearing none of those stories cuz I didn't go. Instead, I decided to chill in Madrid. That was my first chill weekend. In retrospect, I do not think I used that weekend to it's full potential but I forgive myself. Anyways, the highlight of that weekend was receiving a visit from my friend, Karen Romero! We lived on the same hall freshman year and have remained friends. Karen is studying in Pamplona which is in the north of Spain and had a weekend in Madrid so I got to meet up with her when she had free time. It happened to be the weekend of Carnival. Carnival is this weekend long festival which I guess is really cool in some cities but Madrid doesn't care about Carnival. So instead of some grand fiesta, we got a sad looking parade. I am not even going to bother with pictures of that travesty. YAY AND NOW WE'RE DONE WITH THAT WEEKEND.

Two weeks ago, we took a class trip to Andalusia! Andalusia is the fancy name for the south of Spain. We mostly stayed in Seville but we also went to Cordoba. Seville was absolutely gorgeous. Seriously, it felt like California. And consequently, it felt a lot like home. There were orange trees EVERYWHERE. And anyone could take some (we asked our instructor just to make sure)!

And here are some pictures (mainly high-jacked)!

Just in case you were worried that
I no longer bust a move.

In Cordoba, we went to an Olive Oil tasting!
Hey Sydney! Look at mah dress!

               

This was Valentine's Day. Too perfect, right?

FAVORITE.

And here's a picture Seville's iconic bull-fighting ring.
And us posing as bulls/ flamenco dancer/
ghost?

YAY AND NOW ON TO THE NEXT THING.

So last weekend I got to meet up with Karen Romero again but this time in her neck of the woods (Pamplona... just in case you forgot) and Alexa Wilcox (another friend from freshman year who is currently studying in Bilbao which is also in the north of Spain) met up with us. Originally, I just thought that I was going to get shown around Pamplona (famous for the Running of the Bulls and being a hangout of Ernest Hemingway's) but THEN Alexa and Karen were like, "Hey lezz go skiing in the south of France!" And I was all, "Well, I can't argue with that logic." So we set off (keep in mind, only Alexa knew how to ski).

Chillin' with Hemingway 

The really cool thing about being in the south of France was that, since it is SO CLOSE to Spain, the workers had to know both French and Spanish. It was really cool to be able to hear two such beautiful languages at the same time. ANYWAYS, we headed up what we THOUGHT was the bunny slope. As we were on the ski lift up, we saw the bunny slope. We passed it. So once we got to our mountain, Alexa was all, "Well, here's as good a place to learn as any!" So Karen and she set off. Literally after the second bump in the snow, Karen fell. I had to go seek help. A frenchie took her down the mountain to the doctor's station on this bobsled looking thing (looked like a LOT of fun and I was jealous for a little while until we found out that her ankle was sprained and she would be doing no more skiing that day). After Karen was out of sight, Alexa looks at me and says, "Well, let's go." And I was all, "What, so they french men can come have to cart me down the mountain too?! I think not." And she was all, "There is only one way down, Jessyka." And I was all, "......fine." So off we went, take 2. 

The "Before" Picture

I was doing well for a while, I promise I was. I was S-ing and flying over small mounds and children. It was great! Until I realized that I couldn't stop. My first attempt to stop was to go over what looked like a pretty big incline. I thought to myself, "If I go up that incline, I will lose momentum and stop!" False. It was a hill and I just flew right over it. My second attempt to stop was to just lay down. Problem is, ski boots keep your legs vertical so my skis had no idea that I was no longer wanting to continue. Try number three: I noticed a tree approaching. I thought, "PERFECT! If I run into that, I'll DEFINITELY stop." My aim's not so great. I hit it a little bit but not enough to stop. I ended up doing this James Bond move under the tree which would have been really cool if that's what I had been trying to do. Finally (I don't know how, when or where), I came to a stop. Alexa asked if I was ok. When I said I was, she told me that I should probably move because people were starting to think that I was dead. FINE. I'LL MOVE. A nice Frenchman helped me pick up my skis and I walked the rest of the way down that mountain. Like a champ. 

After taking a breather, checking on Karen and getting some food, I went to the bunny slope where I remained for the rest of the day. Have you ever seen a pack of 5 year-olds do something significantly better than you? Try skiing on a bunny slope in the south of France. Best time ever. 

I mean, at least I LOOKED like
I knew what I was doing, right?

Oh, the other highlight from last weekend: I GOT MEXICAN FOOD. Never knew how much I would miss that. YAY NOW THIS WEEKEND!!!

This weekend was another chill weekend (hence me having time to blog). BUT I was DETERMINED not to waste it. And I didn't! Thursday, after seeing a ridiculously sexual play with my theater class (aka my professor was there), we all (minus the professor) went out to get burritos! Yay more Mexican food! Afterwards, we went Chapindas (Cave Bar). Which was fine. I always forget that bars aren't so cool if you're not into alcohol. Whateva. 

Friday, I saw this REALLY cool movie called Blancanieves (literally translates to Snow White). It is the story of Snow White but with the interesting twist of being FILLED with Spanish cultural references. Too sick. Probably one of my new favorites. And then I did a little bit of homework boo.

Saturday, we intended to study at the Reina Sofía Museum but when we got there, it was closed. Oops. So instead we studied at a Starbucks. Yay American. That night, Rebekah and I went to this bar called Vía Lactea. This place is famous because it was an underground bar during the time of Franco. This place is known for having the best music and an overall young atmosphere. It was really cool just for the history of the place. It was also cool because we got directions from a snarky old man who, after giving us directions to the bar in Spanish, revealed that he had a British mother (very well could have directed us in English). Goooooood Tiiiiiiiimes. 

Today, a few friends and I went to El Rastro which is like a HUGE yard sale. It's the best! I know it is cuz... I GOT HAREM PANTS. Can't even wait to wear these babies EVERYWHERE. 

El Rastro. Everybody's fave.

Ok, seems cool enough, right?

THE WATER NEVER STOPPED FLOWING.

THE END.

KETCHUP!

Oh hey, world! It's been a while! Nice to see you. How're the wife and kids? Glad to hear it. 

ANYWAYZZZZ... I EXPLORED. SOME MORE. So here's the photographic evidence and accompanying stories!

PS That's why the name of this one is what it is- we gotta play catch up. I considered naming it Heinz but I couldn't justify that in my mind.

So the pic to the right is just pretty. It means nothing. It was the view I had while we were walking to El Escorial. El Esorial is a monastery turned palace turned tourist sight. If you ever wanna keep something safe, leave it with a monk. That's what that trip taught me. 

 El Escorial... well, half of it.

 More of El Escorial.

 The view from El Escorial + Rebekah = KAY-UTE

 YAY A NEW STORY! Mkay, you see that cross? Yeah, it's actually huge. At first, I thought, "HOW COOL!" EXCEPT then I was told what this place is and what it means to the people of Spain. This place is called El Valle de los Callos (The valley of the fallen). The good part of this thing: it has tributes to the fallen soldiers during one of Spain's wars. The bad part: This structure was commissioned by Franco, a dictator. Seriously, Franco was awful. He used strict Catholicism to control people and now this country, which has a really rich history in faith, has become complacent.

View from the perspective of Franco's monument.

 Ominous, right?

 YAY A HAPPY STORY!!! Mkay, we got to take a class trip to Toledo which is known as the city of 3 religions/ cultures. Toledo was once home to Muslims, Jews and Christians. What's the big deal? Well they lived together... IN PEACE. Crazy, I know. Don't ask me how they did it. Anyways, this picture is of La Catedral de Toledo. This cathedral is supes impressive. The funny thing is, you can tell that the 3 cultures lived together just by looking at the buildings. This is a Catholic/ Christian cathedral. But do you see the horse-shoe arch in the bottom right corner? Mudejar. AKA Muslim. Boom.

 Ceiling of the "disrobing chamber." The "disrobing chamber" is where the Priest puts on and takes off his robe. Imma get me a disrobing chamber one day.

 The Gospel in picture form. Ya know, for those illiterate moments (no, but actually).

 More proof of the 3 cultures mixing. Arabic symbol in the middle, Hebrew scripture on the outside.

MY NEW FAVORITE THING: Toledo's river.

 The cutest no matter where we go.

 BYE, TOLEDOOOOO!!!!

PS the phrase, "Holy Toledo"... yeah.

 As you may or may not know, the Philippines were a Spanish colony! So there are some Filipino things around the city. I went with the 3 Filipinos on the tour to see the proof. (There were actually 4 Filipinos but 2 of them were half). This is Dominic, one of the halfies.

 See the man on the left? Man of my dreams. I am only half joking. I went to this thing called Fitur which is SO. COOL. Imagine every country in the whole world all under one roof. That's Fitur. This picture is of Panama. After seeing them dance, I wanted to dance RULL BAD. So I asked the guy on the left to dance with me. He agreed. We're getting married in 2 weeks. (The last sentence was a lie. Don't worry, Mom.)

 The rest of the pictures are of Fitur and different things I saw while there. I didn't have very much time so I stayed in the Spanish speaking nation section.

 Colombians drink nasty coffee and party harder than anyone. Be careful with these ones.

For Onyx.

And just like that, you're all caught up! As you can see, I have been having a ball. God has been so gracious with me. I am so grateful. To those of you who have been praying for me, Thank you so much. I know God hears you. He is taking good care of me.

Oooooh, it a CHOICE!

So God, in His infinite wisdom, had an answer waiting for me in Proverbs 29. Well, actually several answers.

verse 1: He who is often rebuked, and hardens his neck,
Will suddenly be destroyed, and that without remedy.

verse 23: A man's pride will bring him low,
But the humble in spirit will retain honor.

'Nuff said. Moral of the story is, if I CHOOSE humility, I don't have to be humbled. And I won't be suddenly destroyed without remedy. Sounds like a pretty sweet deal to me.

In all honesty, after reading Proverbs 29, I was so ashamed of myself that I just wanted to delete the post so no one would know of my shame. But I think I'll keep it. Like I said, this is a journal of growth.

Right in the Pride

This is not a sad story. I want you to know that before reading on. This, like everything else I have written thus far, is a journal of what I am thinking and feeling in this moment about my time in Madrid. Here I go.

Here's something you may not know about me (but if you have known me more than 10 minutes you most likely do): I struggle with pride. No, that's not right. Pride and I get along just fine. It's HUMILITY that I have a problem with. "Well, YEAH we all knew that! What does this have to do with you being in Spain?!" You may ask me (to yourself). Well, geez gimme the chance to tell you!

The language barrier is larger than I could have ever imagined. When I attempt to speak Spanish, some people just look at me as if I am a fish out of water (exactly what I feel like). And in my head, I'm screaming, "You know what I mean!!!!!" And I know that they do because usually they correct my Spanish. I HATE being corrected (remember the pride thing?) I always have. I know this is a folly. So when I get corrected, I fight my flesh, smile and say, "Thank you." This was going so well... for the first week. Now I'm entering week 3 and every time I get corrected, I want to pull my hair out. I want to tell people that I am a competent human being, I promise! If you let me speak in English, I'll show you!

It's a strange feeling, being reduced to little more than a 3rd grade level in a language. This is especially strange for me because all of my life I have been praised for being articulate and for having a command of the English language. I did not know how much of an area of pride this was for me. I guess from an outside perspective, this could seem like a really good thing. I am being purged of unnecessary and destructive pride. Okay. I can deal with that. My next question is, how do I deal with all of this? With a sense of loss, with a feeling of being stripped to the bare-minimum, with being humbled?

If you have any suggestions, I will gladly receive them. If not, we'll just have to see what God does.

Humbly Yours (lol),

Jessyka Starr

Adventures!!!

As you already know... I HAVE EXPLORED! Go me. Also, laziness (maybe actually jet lag?) lost its iron grip on me and I will now show you pictures! Get excited!

¡Mi dormitorio! (My room!) That green thing in the corner
is a turtle. Her name is Georgia. She belongs to my 12
year old sister, Nautica.

What you see is the view I have every morning on my way to the
metro. It is also half of the famous "Torres" Buildings. They are
symbols of modern Madrid and, as you can see, are slanted.

Real men. Freaked me out. Oh, this is also Plaza de Sol
aka ground Zero for Madrid (all streets start here).

I don't remember what that building is but all the confused
looking people are classmates.

Plaza Mayor. It's a big deal. (I don't really know why except
there was a war here.)

If Spaniards know nothing else, they definitely know
their sweets.

Even their street performers are classy!

Book Store. In the middle of the street. My kinda place.

That is a churro dipped in melted chocolate. What were
you saying? I couldn't hear you over the symphony
in my mouth.

Expensive hotel.

Mi Querida, Rebekah.

Bank of Spain. Also a big deal.

FRIENDS!

Well, umm... I don't know what else you want from me. I guess I can tell you that I have also been to El Parque Ritiro and the Prado Museum. What's so cool about living in Madrid, is that it's kind of like living in Washington DC. EVERYTHING is significant. Even the things that don't look significant? Yeah, those too. For example, the building I go to school in? A converted palace. No biggie. 

Maybe I will get better about documenting my trip and telling you about the places that I go as I go there... but I make no promises. ¡Besos!

Oh, Have You met my Husband?

WARNING: This blog post is filled with the thoughts, prayers and desires of a typical 20 year old girl. Sue me. This one is also for the single ladies.

CALM DOWN. I'm not married (yet). Just a catchy title. Lemme tell you what it means.

So one night, I was talking to my Abba Father (God) and I said to Him,

"Lord, if you do not have a husband out there for me, would you satisfy me with yourself? Would you make my time sweet with you and fill me up with you to the point of not desiring a husband? But Lord, if you do have a husband for me, would you help me to be patient?" Then I went to sleep.

The next morning, I was having my time alone with God when I stumbled across Psalm 63:1-6. Verse 5 says this:

 I will be fully satisfied as with the richest of foods;
    with singing lips my mouth will praise you.

This seemed like a pretty straight-forward answer to me: I am never getting married. But then I thought about it some more and this is the progression of my thoughts.

1) Maybe I am supposed to live as if I will never have a husband.

2) Maybe I am to live as if I already have a husband. 

The more I think about the second thought, the more I like it. If God is my husband, I never have to be in waiting for one- I already have my husband, the lover of my soul! I also like this because God is perfect, right? So that means He also makes the perfect husband. He knows me completely and still loves me. If I have this frame of mind, it really doesn't matter if I have a mate or not. If I do, that's great! Two husbands for me! (For those who know me well, you will know how excited I am about that.) But if not, oh well! I already have the world's best husband.

I am still mulling these thoughts over but I thought I would put them somewhere so I don't forget them.

Also, I have been in Spain 1 week. CRAZY.

Rumors: True or False?

I have plenty to tell y'all because... I HAVE EXPLORED!!!! BUT I'm not gunna! I know what you're thinking, "Jessyka, just give us the goods! We want to know what you're doing and we want proof via pictures!" Well my demanding friends, that is exactly why I will not be telling you about my adventures just yet... Because of the disease called "laziness" that is currently preventing me from uploading pictures. Life is hard. Instead, I wanna tell you about somethings I have learned!!! What is to follow are some rumors I have heard about Madrid from students who have done the program before me and what I now think of those rumors.

1) Spanish men are not cute.

FALSE. I have heard very few things less true. Spanish eye candy abounds in truck-loads. I considered dedicating an entire blog to all of the attractive men in Madrid but then I said, "Oh but then I have to upload more pictures..." But here's a lil sample from the interwebs.

The lil fella on the right is on a Spanish futbol (soccer) team.
Don't worry , ladies, he's taken. By Shakira.
I don't know who the other guy is but he looks like a bucket full of fun.

2) Spaniards are rude/ standoff-ish.

FALSE. It is true that Spaniards do not smile at strangers BUT they are very willing to help their fellow-man.  That has been my experience thus far.

3) Spaniards care about the way they dress.

TRUE. Truer words have never been spoken. I have a 24 year old sister who is just fabulous. ALWAYS. People get dressed just to go to the grocery store. Physical appearance is a matter of pride here much like it is in other big cities in the states EXCEPT not a moment goes by where you will see a Spaniard in public in "relaxing" clothes.

4) You will not become fluent- 4 months just isn't enough time.

This may be true but my Spanish is improving a little bit every day! The downside is, my English is struggling but OH WELL! You win some, you lose some.